Akukan Mak Yong….

Dah mule dah episod lenguh2 belakang kalo duk tegak lelama, sakit2 sengal kaki kalo lama bediri, urat2 simpul kat betis kalo sejuk tengah2 malam…nak2 plak tido aircond, jadik burong antu tekebil2 tengah malam tejaga bukan sebab NABIL nanges lagi dah..tapi sebab mak sendirik kepanasan dan keresahan…SABAR BEBANYAK YE,INGAT TUHAN, MAK KAN MAK YONG…..

Cuci Mate Lagi

Since Nabil dan abhnye dua beranak dah lena…aku lak tekebil2 takle nak tido+cramp perut semacam, layanle nih

CUN HABIS

Sok gi sepital, mintak duphaston, amik mc…haruslah rehat since badan rase tak sedap…memang aku surrender

Bleeding..again!

Dah lebih 2 bulan lepas sejak last bleeding, kali ni aku bleeding lagi..dah dekat 3 hari..asal masuk toilet je mesti takut2 sebab memang akan ada sekali discharge darah kadang2 sikit kadang2 banyak..aku pecaya ni mesti kes turun naik tangga kat sekolah dgn kehuluhilir dalam umah buat mcm2 sambil nabil dukung gak…kalo tak dukung harus meraung mcm kena lempang…dah contact doc, doc advise, cam bese ah, suh rehat manjang(as if la aku ni ada tukang gaji tukang suap mkn minum/cuci umah/takyah kije etc)…dan in case ada kuar fresh blood, cecepat pg jumpa doc kat er…sabor je la nak tunggu sampai 9 bulan….

An Open Letter to myself

I m craving la…for what??jambu batu??noo…if it s jambu batu i just get my car key and there s ton of jambu batu at kedai runcit depan in front of our house block nih…It s another 6 months or less before i pop myself…so i think maybe u ll have ample time for getting urself something like this…kalau tak dapat???huhuhu

hehe..

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Nabil dah 21 months!!

Erm..nabil dah menghampiri angka 2…lagi 3 bulan nabil 2 tahun..last night testing jugak kasik nabil nenen ..dia cam segan2 je nak ngendeng, tapi pelan2 je katup mulut kat nenen mummy, tapi susu kuar sikit sangat…i m almost milkless!!!!sangat2…tapi dia tak nagmuk pun , aku lak yang lelebih emose rase frust menonggeng susu dah kering..huhu..(aku janji aku nak pump susu banyk2 kasik nabil pas delivery nanti..in case dia takmo dah direct bf ngan aku)

A girl maybe???

I m really into asam asam, sup sup, no nasi, no daging maging lauk pauk heavy, err…coke..(hehehe)

Nabil will be a big brother to a little sister kah????Hhehehe…(tak kesahla girl ke boy, janji sihat udah)

Towards Weaning..Bye Bye Mummy’s Boobies (for now)

Couldn t remember when is the exact time my milk started decreasing, but then Nabil was still on my boobs day n night and yet never complained eventho i was almost milkless!!Last time when he was with the babysitter, once I ve fetched him from there, he would ask for nenen straight away even in the car while I was driving home..all the way home..And now, I l prepare his sippy cup, or a vitagen , or a small milo pack for him.But still sometimes he climbed up my riba and just holding my stomach or blouse ..and of course make my heart melt..and even cried myself sometimes…oohhh my poor baby!!!

His TANTRUM series..and those kinda nightmare piercing crying at night …yes!!! i believe those are actually signs of a frustration..sabar..sabar..sabar mummy..am i frustrated too??Yes but I thank God as I never stopped pumping eventho the result was less that an oz /0.5/less,that was the best I could do for him.

So bye bye pumping, bye bye my baby boy clinging on my boobies(sementara saje tau baby), bye bye fenugreek and sacred tea..

Mummy s pregnant and making way for Nabil s adik, new pumping episodes, new pumping gears (maybe) and TANDEM NURSING maybe…Amin….