Mabuk Lagi

Huh..that canteen s kuew teow…it smells eeewwww….and that haunts me the whole daylight…huh

A girl maybe???

I m really into asam asam, sup sup, no nasi, no daging maging lauk pauk heavy, err…coke..(hehehe)

Nabil will be a big brother to a little sister kah????Hhehehe…(tak kesahla girl ke boy, janji sihat udah)

Towards Weaning..Bye Bye Mummy’s Boobies (for now)

Couldn t remember when is the exact time my milk started decreasing, but then Nabil was still on my boobs day n night and yet never complained eventho i was almost milkless!!Last time when he was with the babysitter, once I ve fetched him from there, he would ask for nenen straight away even in the car while I was driving home..all the way home..And now, I l prepare his sippy cup, or a vitagen , or a small milo pack for him.But still sometimes he climbed up my riba and just holding my stomach or blouse ..and of course make my heart melt..and even cried myself sometimes…oohhh my poor baby!!!

His TANTRUM series..and those kinda nightmare piercing crying at night …yes!!! i believe those are actually signs of a frustration..sabar..sabar..sabar mummy..am i frustrated too??Yes but I thank God as I never stopped pumping eventho the result was less that an oz /0.5/less,that was the best I could do for him.

So bye bye pumping, bye bye my baby boy clinging on my boobies(sementara saje tau baby), bye bye fenugreek and sacred tea..

Mummy s pregnant and making way for Nabil s adik, new pumping episodes, new pumping gears (maybe) and TANDEM NURSING maybe…Amin….

Milestone

Nabil sekarang dah 20 bulan…sob sob..cian dia kecik lagi da nak dapat adik aaa taun depan(mummy baru 8 weeks conceived)…pun begitu, he ll always be my manja baby boy..forever … cheeky sangat a  sekarang ni lincah ligat main sana sini, manjat toksah citer a, pantang letak apepepe atas meja, coffee table, anythingla, runner ke, magazine ke, bekas kueh raye ke, habis sume nak di campak ke lantai..mcm ni aku takde can a nak melawa umah kalo dia mcm gitu..tensen gak sebab kalo ada guests, aku idang air atau apapape food atas meja, selain nak makan minum sama, dia sebuk nak tarik bekas kueh ke, pinggan ke, gelas ke  atas lantai..giler takut pecah kena kaki luka wei sayang…memang todd umur dia perangai cenggitu ke?

Tengok cat, mcm takde perasaan..aku rase dia tak adore minatang bulu camtu kot tapi kalo ada bird terbang atau pepatung halus sekalipun lintas depan mata, nampak aje..dan dan follow menda tu…ada sekali dia jumpa eko cicak tecabut atas lantai porch, terkam macam nak makan..uiii…menjerit sakan aku sampai melalak dia terperanjat

Lagi satu, suke no nak geget perut mummy..aku tau, dia sedih tak dapat nenen sekerap selalu tu, lepas geram a tu gegegt2 perut mak dia..aku pun wat2 la nangeh sakit(memang pedih pun..kulit perut kena geget.dia geget beria lak tu)…dia pulak yang nangis meraung sedih sangat a tengok aku nangeh..ke takut???

Lepak tika MC

Kan tengah mc panjang..apelagi..kena tepati peraturan aa…duk umah dendiam..jangan gatai2 buat kije berat berat…err…masak steam bawal kira keje berat ke???kakakaka

ok hubby, lunch kita tengahari ni adala bawal kukus simple….hehe..sayo???ado ado…tauhu creme sauce

Cuti Sakit Lagi

Dah settle dengan Serdang Hospital, doctor bagi cuti sakit seminggu, after 2 weeks kena follow up dengan pakar situ lak to see whether the baby s ok or tak, so aku adala pilihan either nak pi refer both private pakar dengan gomen pakar, atau pilih salah satu…
Tapi letih gila ke serdang, memangla dekat dgn Bangi compared to Putrajaya hospital, tapi dari clinic nak ke farmasi, sikit punye jauh…lum lg bahagian pakar dia, pun semput gak mak berjalan nak sampai ke destinasi
Apapun, demi kesihatan diri sendiri dan yang dalam perut nih, sabor je lah..bergerak seslow mungkin tapi penuh harapan Korang semua tolong doa doakan ye

ps: Nabil manje boy tu duk nursery whole dayla seminggu mummy cuti ni…sebab mummy wajibul BEDREST doctor kate…huhu

Lagi 5 bulan

Pedih hati bila dengar ayat doktor pakar pagi semalam…” Kalu dah bleeding macam ni, kena stop terus breastfeed si abang ni..takut baby effect ni…kalau tak bleeding, takpela.” rase cam nak tikam je dokte time tu… dan dan mata rase berkace teringatkan Nabil yang lagi 5 bulan nak cukup 2 tahun.lama lagi tu…sudahla dicampur susu nya….pun dia kurang minum..dia pulak memilih sungguh …sudah pastila nak ngempeng dengan aku…ya tuhan, permudahkanlah…

ps: sape sape ada nasihat????please….